A Needed Rest

Since the marathon, I really haven't felt like running. I've tried running with the dog I'm "watching" during the day, and that's bun, but I really just prefer to walk. I'm also enjoying learning how to bike on a friend hybrid bike. It's fun and good exercise, but a little stressful- I'm always afraid I'm going to get runover, hit, or hit someone else!

I keep saying that I'm going to work on my arms for my sister's wedding in August, but I actually hurt my back a little bit playing frisbee. I jumped up for a catch in the end zone, but just barely tipped the disc and tried to readjust to catch it. I didn't, and I came down funny on my heels and then bounced onto my rear. I found out later that one of my former students caught it, and we scored the point! That was exciting, but it left me with a pain between my shoulder blades that made me catch my breath with any sudden movement or position change. Therefore, I took some time off.

I'm also having a lot of time alone with Ben at work. I get to do my Bible Study, read, and get ready for next year without having a million other things to do. Having this "quiet time" has been really good for me, and I'm really enjoying the time.

So, for the moment, I'm taking time off from "trotting for tots", but I am so excited to go to Wyoming for a brief time to staff some courses with Solid Rock Outdoor Ministries (http://srom.org/) where I was a student in 2007, worked in 2008, volunteered in 2009, and am now returning as a "guest" instructor. I'm so excited! This isn't exactly raising money for kids or adoption etc., but it is something that's near and dear to my heart. I'm passionate about people using their bodies in positive and useful ways. In our technological world, I think the body sometimes gets forgotten. I think it's ridiculous the way young people (and adults!) are so attached to their phones/ devices (for more read this: http://www.boston.com/lifestyle/family/articles/2011/03/27/on_call_all_night_can_leave_texting_teens_tired_out/?page=1)

  Also, it's amazing how quickly being in the wilderness strips people of their "crutches" and forces them to trust in the Lord- sometimes for the next step! Rock climbing often brings people face to face with their own insecurities and fears (usually in a good way).

For all these reasons, I'm thrilled to be asked back to SROM for a short time. I'm hoping it will help me refocus on teaching as ministry before I go back to teaching in August.

More later!

Gloria

Greg and I in Wyoming at Solid Rock during my year as an instructor!

   

Me rapelling as a student in 2007!

To finish is to win?

Perhaps I will think of more to say later, but below are some random thoughts and pictures from the race.

The difference between adopting (or parenting period) and running a race is that in any race, the finish line is an obvious end. Parenting never ends.

But thank goodness for the finish line of our marathon! The race was hard and painful. (I know some of you are thinking "duh!"). The race was touted as a "good for beginner's" race. We discovered that they meant a good beginner transition race for road marathoner's who wanted to start running trail. oops!

I definitely did not run the whole race- there were several uphills that I walked because of fatigue. The only injuries I sustained were cuts on my shins and a severely stubbed big toe. No falls!

But, I know that ya'll don't want to hear all about it- you want pictures! So here they are. . .

Bright Eyed and Bushy Tailed!

Some freebies we scored since the race was delayed a half an hour . . .

Finished! For the first time ever, I believe that to finish is to win. I used to think that was cheesy and lame (and sometimes it still is), but when I was on about mile 21-23, I began to realize that just getting to the finish line would be a feat.  

Only Marathon runners (vs. Half marathoners) got smiley faces so runners could scope out the competition . . . right . . .

Me- not sure how to stand up right anymore . . .

Dirt Line! Except- it wouldn't all wash off.



My poor toe! I don't know if you can see that huge blister, and the purple toenail isn't showing up well, but trust me, it's been getting more and more purple and swelling!

Going the Distance. . .

This is it!
The last day before my very first marathon!
And, of course, I feel like I've done everything all wrong the week leading up to it. Almost all the advice the books give I've done wrong. For example: avoid stress. Fail! I had three schools' report cards to turn in Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday. Ben left for Chicago on Tuesday etc.
Sleep well: oops! Remember those report cards? I was up until 4 am on Tuesday sending the first set out.
Don't lose weight the week before the marathon. If anything, gain weight. Oops again! I've lost a pound or two (probably because of the stress). Leave it to a marathon to make me upset about losing weight- gosh!

But, this post is not for me to complain about everything I've done wrong. I've actually been thinking about how people seem to think that running a marathon is so daunting (which it is!), but, when I think about possibly adopting someday- that seems terrifying! The decision to adopt is huge, and must be terrifying if you stop to think about all the ramifications of the decision. What if the child doesn't fit in well with the other kids? What if we're not the right parents for the child/ children we adopt? What if we don't have the finances to support this child well?

And then, once adopting parents decide to adopt, there's the months and months of paperwork, home inspections etc. I obviously don't know everything involved, but if any of you out there are impressed that I'm running a marathon, please stop to think about the people you know who have adopted or are trying to adopt- they are the ones really going the distance and for the best reason on earth- to bring love and health and light into the life of an abandoned or orphaned child. In my mind, that is really going the distance.

If you feel inspired, please consider donating to making one part of that decision easier: the finances. If you'd like, you can make a check out to Kingdom Life Christian Fellowship memo: Adoption Marathon. You can mail the check to me at 2505 D Toll Gate RD, Huntsville AL 35801 or to the church's accountant Dennis Cox, 6027 Pulaski Pike Road. Huntsville AL 35810. All donations go directly to adopting families.

If you think about me any time between 7 am and noon tomorrow, please pray for my running partner, Naomi, and I; I can guarantee that we'll need all the help we can get! Also pray for or support those you know who are in any part of the adoption process.

Thanks!

PS- This is not my first race for adoption- it's actually my 4th! See below for the past three years of adoption racing! (in no particular order)

This is pretty much how I feel about the marathon- anxious!

Race for Liberty!

Team Adrianna with (almost) my whole family!

I Heart Adoption Triathlon at the Sprint Triathlon and later at the Frantic Frog

Just a random picture that makes me feel better about my younger brother informing me that I have huge thighs :)

Gloria

To Run a Marathon . . .

I did it. I bit the bullet and paid my entry fee for the Rock Creek Scenic City Marathon on May 21st.

I signed up the day after the McKay Hollow rain-out. At first, the disappointment of not getting to run the McKay made me want to give up, but then one of my running partners, Naomi, called and wanted to see if I would run the training program with her because she felt undermotivated without a training program to keep her on track. She expressed my feelings exactly. I knew I wanted to run a marathon, but I was scared by the thought of all those miles by myself. So, Naomi calling was the perfect motivation for me to go ahead and go for it!

I want this marathon to help raise funds for my church's Adoption Fund, which was very appropriately started by the younger kids at our church. Despite the fact that we are a small church, many families that go to our church or are in contact with us have adopted. At least one family is currently in the process of an adoption.
Would you join me in raising support for those who selflessly open their homes to children in need of a family?

If you would like to help, write a check to Kingdom Life Christian Fellowship with Adoption Marathon in the memo line. You can either hand this to me personally or mail it to the church at: 6027 Pulaski Pike NW, Huntsville AL 35810-1122 (c/o Dennis Cox). All monies will go directly to the Adoption Fund, which will, in turn, go directly to adopting families :)

Why am I running a marathon?
I'm afraid I don't really have a great answer for that. I have plenty of 'reasons':
I'm goal oriented, so it's a good way to continue getting enough exercise without paying for a gym membership (possibly the single biggest thing I miss about college is the free gym. . . ).
A marathon seems like the sort of thing every jogger/ runner should want to do. I mean, it's kinda prestigious, right?
I don't have a "bucket list", but it seems like if I did, running a marathon would probably be on it.
I'm not exactly doing it to prove to myself that I can. In fact, having run an 18 mile training run with Naomi, I'm pretty confident that I won't have a big problem.
It's a good time to run a marathon- before kids, before knee replacements, before winter etc.
Running/ jogging is more fun after a few miles. Long distance is actually more enjoyable for me than shorter distances.
So why, exactly? I don't really know other than the sortof reasons listed above, but it's in less than two weeks!

Ain't no April Fool!

On April 1st, I finally accomplished what the weather denied me on March 26th- I completed the 2011 McKay Hollow Madness race course!

Call me foolish, call me committed, call me crazy, call me stubborn, but I just decided that I needed to run the course and finish my commitment. There was one other ulterior motive, which I will mention in my next post :).

So, just to give a not so brief update on the run, I did do most of it by myself. A friend ran the first 3 or 4 miles with me, but she decided that she did not feel well enough to run with me, so after some encouragement and a warning against creeps, she returned to the parking lot by "the shortest route possible."

The first five miles felt really good. The second five miles felt okay; in fact, I think I ran a bit faster where I could on the second 5 miles, and the last 5 miles went okay. Mentally I did fine the whole time, but I did have to take a few rest breaks on the last 5 miles and definitely hiked the steep section on McKay Hollow Trail. The course was still very clearly marked with flags and caution tape at all the major intersections, so finding my way was quite easy.

Trail running has cured me of the stubborn mindset that I used to have: I used to believe that if I had to stop and walk then I didn't "really" run the mileage. Now, I am not at all ashamed to say that I hiked the steep uphill parts of Panther Knob, Warpath Ridge, Natural Well, and McKay Hollow. In fact, I don't think I could have run all of the trail. Overall, I finished in just under 4 hours- a 45 minute improvement over our first "run/hike" through.

Below is a list of my "random thoughts" as I ran. Running allows for a lot of those- especially running by myself.

• Squirrels are very noisy.
• Hammer gel goo is the nastiest thing I've ever put into my mouth while exercising. Including bugs.
• I'm glad the trail is so well marked- I don't remember going this direction last time.
• uh-oh. I'm pretty sure my blister protection just moved.
• Squirrels are probably the loudest animals in these woods. They sound even louder than deer.
• I hope I see some deer.
• I hope I don't run out of water.
• yep. I definitely have blisters. or the skin has just worn away right there.
• I like cliff shot blocks. much yummier than Hammer gel.
• God, please help me finish X like 1000!
• I hope it doesn't get dark while I'm out here.
• It's a nice day.
• The flowers are quite pretty.
• The biggest casualty from today is probably going to be poison ivy- it's everywhere!
• Do these trails ever dry?
• At some point, Gloria, you might just want to give up going around the puddles and just run through the mud.
• I can't believe I rappelled into Natural Well- what were we thinking?
• oh look- deer!

Below are some random pictures somewhat related to the run:

   The Nasty Stuff from the Run

Some decent, although a bit too chewy running snacks:

Some really yummy running food: 

The offending blister area- this is after some recovery time. . .  

If you look closely. both my second toes are discolored and bruised . . .

Mud from the trails. . .



Ready, Set, Psyche!

As I was jogging a short little warm up and stretch on Friday in preparation for the "big" race Saturday, I realized that almost as important as the physical preparation is the mental preparation. When I run, I often ask God to heal some hurt or the other (because something always hurts at the beginning of runs), but yesterday, I realized that I shouldn't try to run without pain. Part of my preparation for the McKay Hollow was telling myself that it would be painful, unpleasant, and possibly downright nasty at times. I think realizing that something is going to be hard and being okay with that is extremely important for preparation. This prevents discouragement when things get unexpectedly hard and allows room for pleasant surprises if all goes smoothly (yes, I am a pessimist/ realist).

That is why it was such a "psyche" to learn that first the race this morning was postponed and then cancelled. It was sortof strange to realize that I actually really did want to get out there on the trail and put myself through 15.5 miles of rocky, twisted trail- even in the mud! (I did not want to get struck by lightning though, so part of me is glad the race was cancelled). My emotions were so mixed. I was relieved that I wouldn't be in any danger and even a tiny bit that I wouldn't be running 15 miles that day. On the other hand, months of training for this one race went unfulfilled this morning. When I got home, I didn't really know what to do with myself. I am very thankful for Naomi, who invited me to her gym where I experienced my first ever spin cycle class. It was sweat inducing and made my quads burn, but was a nice break from my constant running schedule.

 Of course, I'm already scheming about other half marathon possibilities, and future marathon training, but there's somthing incredibly disappointing about training with a very unique race as the goal and not being able to complete that goal. I think I may just have to go run the whole course when I have time and nice weather.

For those of you who donated to Dance Connection- thank you! Your donation is not in any way affected by this nasty weather! Stay posted for information about my next running adventure!

Gloria
oh and ps- I have apparently earned a trail running name "the black angel." I'm not really sure if this is similar to a "black sheep" or not :)

25k for $22

Dance Connection Workshop is an amazing opportunity to give a little cash and make some little boy or girl feel really special. It only  takes $22 for you to sponsor a dancer at a Summer Ballet Camp this summer. I am running a 25K race next weekend, and I am dedicating it to this Summer Dance Camp (some other wonderful ladies are running it as well- see a post on this later!). This will only work if people sponsor me by sponsoring a kid. If I can run 25K (15 miles) then perhaps you can challenge yourself to give $22. That's like, one meal at a fancy restaurant!

In my humble opinion, this is a great system for many reasons. One, kids are learning that people actually care about them. They also learn how to use their bodies in controlled and beautiful ways. I am passionate about fighting against an increasing temptation to ignore the bodies in our technological and intellectual world. Our bodies are part of who we are. (They are the temple of God if you know what I'm talking about). Not taking care of them is not okay. That's why I am excited about this opportunity for inner city kids who don't have access to healthy outlets for their bodies to participate in an organized, educational and fun physical activity (although I must admit dance is not my thing- I only lasted about 2 days in my ballet class :)

Two, I have always wanted to get paid for exercising. I think that would be the coolest part-time job ever! Even though I am not benefitting at all monetarily, it's going to make me feel like my running counts for something. The title of this blog "Running to Find a Purpose" really is quite accurate. I run, er, jog, a lot. But I want it to have purpose. I want to live intentionally. I want my actions to have a positive impact on those around me. I've done some triathlons to raise money for adoption, and now I want to expand that (more on adoption and running in a later post).

So, are you convinced yet? Need to know where to donate? Simply follow this link: http://www.aybtheatre.org/educational-outreach/dance-connection.shtml
 and you'll find more information about the camp and how to give.

If you don't have spare cash lying around, I completely understand. Want to know my plan? I did some spring cleaning of my clothes. I'm going to take the clothes I don't need to Plato's closet, sell them, and use that money to sponsor a dancer!!!